just everything about these past few months has been absolutely terrible and i don’t know what to do about it anymore i tried asking my mom if i could see a specialist and she said that i was lying about being unhappy and she didn’t think that i needed to and i just kind of retreated all the way back to the back of my head and idk i haven’t been in a spot this bad in a really long time and i’m past being upset i don’t care what happens at this point and i just don’t want to do anything anymore

i want to go to sleep forever